So my temperatures dropped a ton on Saturday and today. More bleeding today. I think I miscarried early. Pretty bummed, but what can I do? So now, I just keep my fingers crossed and hope I’m having a baby in early September of 2010 instead. If we’re lucky, Mark and I have two more chances to try for a baby before he leaves for training. The bad news is the chances of him being at doctor appointments and ultrasounds with me is greatly diminishing. I wish I knew why this was happening. I wish I could see a silver lining. I am so tired of being disappointed.
In Mass today, everyone was pregnant or had numerous kids. Why can’t we? I don’t, don’t get it.I don’t get why God is making me go through this.
